Thursday, November 11, 2010

These are my confessions

I've always loved this Usher song and when I saw this was a writing prompt this week, I was all over it, so here you go, these are my confessions:

I'm afraid of never finding a job where I'm happy and where I'll get to use my degree.

I don't ever think I'll stop loving the guy I dated for 3 1/2 years in college even though I know it would never work out and I love Andrew.

I'm scared I'll never loose the weight I want to.

I'm also scared I'm going to have zits and breakouts for the rest of my life. I know Accutane is the only thing that will help me, but I don't want to go through that again.

I miss some of the friends I've lost in the last three years, but sometimes I wonder if they were only meant to be in my life for a brief time.

Sometimes I think I sabotaged graduating from college for myself because I was too scared of the real world.

Okay so these are some really hardcore confessions and I usually post something funny....what are your confessions?

Mama's Losin' It


iseeyoulookingatme said...

It's brave to go hardcore! The better to get to know you with!

pegbur7 said...

I always heard that people are in your life for a reason a season or a lifetime. I added to that that sometimes people come into your life for a reason or a season and might leave your life for a while and come back to be a lifetime friend. I've had it happen more than once. Everything happens for a reason.

Now don't you feel better after your confession? Stopping by from Mama Kat's.

paige said...

Okay, your confessions make me feel shallow that I confessed to eating a whole mango.


Claire said...

Wow, very honest confessions. Thanks for sharing.

tanya said...

Thanks so much for sharing with us. That's never easy and yet sooo theraputic. You seem like you have a good head on your shoulders, you just need to not worry so much. Things will work out exactly as they are meant to be. Thanks for visiting my site today-

JustMom420zaks said...

Totally brave!
Why is it that self sabotage due to fear is such a common subject? It's on my list too.
@Paige I loved the mango confession.

Caitlyn said...

I can relate so well to the one about self-sabatoge because of fear... and the one about your ex. I don't still love him, but sometimes he's still in my head, even though it's been almost 5 years since I've seen him. It's a lot like having a scar on the back of your shoulder; I can't see it and don't think about it in my everyday life, but it's easy to reach and sometimes I feel it on accident. Sometimes random things remind me that it's there. It doesn't hurt anymore, but it will always be there, you know?