Thursday, November 11, 2010

These are my confessions

I've always loved this Usher song and when I saw this was a writing prompt this week, I was all over it, so here you go, these are my confessions:

I'm afraid of never finding a job where I'm happy and where I'll get to use my degree.

I don't ever think I'll stop loving the guy I dated for 3 1/2 years in college even though I know it would never work out and I love Andrew.

I'm scared I'll never loose the weight I want to.

I'm also scared I'm going to have zits and breakouts for the rest of my life. I know Accutane is the only thing that will help me, but I don't want to go through that again.

I miss some of the friends I've lost in the last three years, but sometimes I wonder if they were only meant to be in my life for a brief time.

Sometimes I think I sabotaged graduating from college for myself because I was too scared of the real world.

Okay so these are some really hardcore confessions and I usually post something funny....what are your confessions?

Mama's Losin' It

7 comments:

iseeyoulookingatme said...

It's brave to go hardcore! The better to get to know you with!

pegbur7 said...

I always heard that people are in your life for a reason a season or a lifetime. I added to that that sometimes people come into your life for a reason or a season and might leave your life for a while and come back to be a lifetime friend. I've had it happen more than once. Everything happens for a reason.

Now don't you feel better after your confession? Stopping by from Mama Kat's.

paige said...

Okay, your confessions make me feel shallow that I confessed to eating a whole mango.

:)

Claire said...

Wow, very honest confessions. Thanks for sharing.

tanya said...

Thanks so much for sharing with us. That's never easy and yet sooo theraputic. You seem like you have a good head on your shoulders, you just need to not worry so much. Things will work out exactly as they are meant to be. Thanks for visiting my site today-

JustMom420zaks said...

Totally brave!
Why is it that self sabotage due to fear is such a common subject? It's on my list too.
@Paige I loved the mango confession.

Caitlyn said...

I can relate so well to the one about self-sabatoge because of fear... and the one about your ex. I don't still love him, but sometimes he's still in my head, even though it's been almost 5 years since I've seen him. It's a lot like having a scar on the back of your shoulder; I can't see it and don't think about it in my everyday life, but it's easy to reach and sometimes I feel it on accident. Sometimes random things remind me that it's there. It doesn't hurt anymore, but it will always be there, you know?